August 2008.


Three Years.

When people ask me how long we've been a couple and i answer them, they were surprised to know that we have only been together for a short while. We seem to always have that look that we have been together for more than three years. We have that look of "forever". I don't know what it is in you that draws me everytime. From the moment i met you, i was attracted to you. I can't help but fall in love. I guess its true what they say about soul mates.

Three whole years of laughter and tears. Although most of it were full of happiness, we had our share of fights. Yet we rise above them. I guess we have indeed conquered a lot during the past years. Did i say, I love how level-headed you are. That you don't mind me when i'm ranting. I should be piss off but i'm not because you know i talk a lot and you let me. Then, just before the night ends, we're okay again. I love how you make me admit that its truly my fault when it is and that you apologize when its yours.

I can't say enough how you are like the heros in the books i read. You are the fulfillment of my dreams and fantasies.You love me like i was never loved before. You give me respect like no other. I never thought that someone like you could fall for me the way you did. I love how responsible and reckless you are at the same time. Like an action hero who knows what he’s doing. For knowing the things i want and need, when i want and need them. For understanding me whenever i'm i'm having problems with my life. You don't say the right things but you definitely know the right things to do. You don't spoil or cuddle me but you give me the best. You support me in everything i do and don’t easily judge me. Most of all, i love you for how you make me feel. You make me feel like a queen, a woman who deserves everything. And for that i want to be the best girl for you.

I'm sure that you are the one. definitely, positively sure.


And i'm not afraid to show the whole world that this is exactly how i feel for you.

i love you, Hun, my forever.

your lady,

Shen

Be Without You - Mary J. Blige



I wanna be with you, gotta be with you, need to be with you
(Oh, oh, oh, oh)
I wanna be with you, gotta be with you, need to be with you
(Oh, oh, oh, oh)
Oooo (oh, oh, oh, oh) oooo

Chemistry was crazy from the get-go
Neither one of us knew why
We didn't build nothing overnight
Cuz a love like this takes some time
People swore it off as a phase
Said we can't see that
Now from top to bottom
They see that we did that (yes)
It's so true that (yes)
We've been through it (yes)
We got real sh** (yes)
See baby we been...

Too strong for too long (and I can't be without you baby)
And I'll be waiting up until you get home (cuz I can't sleep without you baby)
Anybody who's ever loved, ya know just what I feel
Too hard to fake it, nothing can replace it
Call the radio if you just can't be without your baby

I got a question for ya
See I already know the answer
But still I wanna ask you
Would you lie? (no)
Make me cry? (no)
Do somethin' behind my back and then try to cover it up?
Well, neither would I, baby
My love is only your love (yes)
I'll be faithful (yes)
I'm for real (yes)
And with us you'll always know the deal
We've been...

Too strong for too long (and I can't be without you baby)
And I'll be waiting up until you get home (cuz I can't sleep without you baby)
Anybody who's ever loved, ya know just what I feel
Too hard to fake it, nothing can replace it
Call the radio if you just can't be without your baby

See this is real talk
I'm always stay (no matter what)
Good or bad (thick and thin)
Right or wrong (all day everyday)
Now if you're down on love or don't believe
This ain't for you (no, this ain't for you)
And if you got it deep in your heart
And deep down you know that it's true (come on, come on, come on)
Well, let me see you put your hands up (hands up)
Fellas tell your lady she's the one (fellas tell your lady she's the one, oh)
Put your hands up (hands up)
Ladies let him know he's got your love
Look him right in his eyes and tell him
We've been...

Too strong for too long (and I can't be without you baby)
And I'll be waiting up until you get home (cuz I can't sleep without you baby)
Anybody who's ever loved, ya know just what I feel
Too hard to fake it, nothing can replace it
Call the radio if you just can't be without your baby